Wanderer Searne

[Name] Wanderer. Also known as Searne.

[Mortal Age (appears)] – 17

[Actual Age] – Unknown


[Appearance] : Searne is five feet and five inches tall. She has long, flowing hair that once was black, but over time faded into a snow white color. She wears her hair either straight down, or in a pony tail. Her smooth ivory skin is always ice cold to the touch. If touched without her knowing you, or allowing you, you'll freeze to her. Searne`s eyes are solid grey, appearing almost colorless normally, She wears long black robes with a cloak when traveling. Her clothes underneath her robes range from nothing, to black tank tops, soft gray shorts, to a long black formal dress, which she only wears on special occasions.

[Nature] - Searne is a wanderer at heart, moving from place to place. She is quite self sufficient and prefers not to plan anything in advance, choosing to always live in the moment.

[Demeanor] - Searne is fearless and quite unpredictable most of the time. She is heartless, not feeling the world around her any more. She remembers what the feeling was like to those who knew her before she threw out her heart. She feels connected to a few, but other than that she is not herself. She is prone to rough housing within an instant.

[History] -
All Searne has ever known was being alone and wandering about the world. She has no memory of her human family at all. What's most unusual is that Searne has no memory of her rebirth to "unlife" either. Her only memories are of wandering the earth angrily, seeking to end life wherever she could. Searne was fully aware that she was different; being that she lived on blood alone, unlike the humans that she came into contact with. She relented to her vampire nature obsessively, wandering the greatest kingdoms and cities on earth in search of only prey. She found attention easily due to her beauty and the allure of her color changing eyes, but her unpredictable moods and personality always ended up showing themselves, sometimes to the horror and unfortunate end of those around her.

During her roaming, Searne stumbled upon The Dead City, an entire population of vampires. These were ones like her, powerful beings that lived on human blood. She was accepted into coven Hellsing, a numerous and mighty family of vampires that lived within the City. It was within Hellsing that Searne learned the meaning of family and what she really was. She had found a home at last.

When the leader of coven Hellsing suddenly, without warning, dissolved the coven and vanished, Searne was devastated. Her only recourse was to embrace the nature that she'd always known. She again became a wanderer. After that day she was being watched by the High Goddess of Snow and Ice. The Goddess watched Searne travel alone throughout the land between covens, never choosing a home for her vampire heart and becoming numb to all those around her. After days of wandering, Searne found a cave to rest her wary feet. As she started to relax the Goddess spoke to her. "Do you want to get rid of the pain forever?" Searne, at first, was freaked out for she was the only one in the cave. Curling up against the wall, her eyes widened as she replied to the voice. "Who are you and what do you want?" Laughter filled the cave. "I said do you want to get rid of the pain forever my dear child of wandering?" Pushing her long black hair behind her ear, Searne thought on this for a moment. 'If I get rid of the pain I would not have a care in the world, I would be able to wander and forget about all of my past… Well remember it but just not feel the pain it brings…' Looking up to the cave's ceiling, a small smile spread across her face. "What do I have to do to be able to be pain free?" Searne blinked a few times as she waited for a reply. "You have to give me your life. You have to let me live with in you and you have to become the physical Ice Goddess… To give up all that you know and love and forget your past, never again shall you have a home or true peace with your family. You will be alone always." Searne was a little wary at first when the words echoed through her head, shaking a little. "I must forget everything? Meaning never remembering it dear Goddess or just forget how it made me feel?" Slowly she rose to her feet, eyes darting around the cave, looking for the Goddess that spoke to her. "You may remember, but you will not remember how they felt for your heart will be frozen in time. Do you want me to enter your body or not dear little vampire child?" Closing her eyes, Searne slowly nodded. "Speak out that you want me to come into you, child. Say it and feel it. For once I enter I will always be you. You shall become the ice, the snow, everything that is cold shall be yours!" The Goddess started laughing knowing if this vampire, known as Searne, said yes she would be free to roam the world of mortals never dieing.

"Yes! I want you to enter me great Goddess of snow and ice! I want you to consume my body and, if I have a soul left, take it for it as your own! I do not want it any more! I want to live and be pain free and just see the world for you!" Searne shouted out to the cave, breathing hard as her words echoed around her. Slowly she lowered her arms, not understanding what was supposed to happen until the pain hit her hard. The force pushed down on her body, forcing her to her knees. "Why does it feel this way?" Clenching at her chest, she cried out in pain. "I thought you were going to help me Goddess…" Closing her eyes as tenticals of ice started to squirm through her body, starting with her heart and spreading down throughout her body. "I am helping. Your body does not want me to enter it." The Goddess softly spoke to Searne as she pushed harder into the young vampire's body causing her to scream out in more pain. "Your will is too strong. Your body does not want to die again for the sake of helping it." The Goddess softly whispered to Searne as she continued to force her presence into her. Screaming out louder, Searne's heart started to beat again only to freeze over and as her body slowly succumbed to the Goddess' will. Struggling to keep awake, Searne could not take any more of the pain and started to black out mumbling. "I thought…you…said…I…" Her blue eyes closed for the last time as she thought to hear the Goddess' voice echo through her mind. "At peace shall we live…"



Searne awoke, laying naked on the floor of the cave, and sat up slowly shaking her head, smiling. "What happened to me last night…?" Her voice trailed off when she looked down at her once black hair that is now white. "Whoa!" Not use of her new cold body, she started to poke and prod it, examining it. She noticed now that it was more the color of snow, also colder than before and hard as ice but not. Eyes widening, she covered her mouth as last night's events slowly started to come to her. Placing her hand over her heart, she realized she can reach in and touch it. "Oh, that's nice. I can touch my frozen heart." She laughed, smiling, loving the fact she could not feel the pain any more. Standing back up, she looked around for her pack so she could get dressed again, placing on her tank and shorts like she always wore before. After getting dressed, she ran outside, not realizing that it was daylight. She smiled as she started out on her journey again to understand and perfect her new abilities, knowing she must be the new Ice Goddess, to spread the snow and ice throughout the land. She wandered from coven to coven, stirring up trouble as she went.

Through out her travels she found out that she was born of a man. For in her family the females were able to impregnate both male or female if they had to. Tho in doing so of figuring out her past you will find Searne calling the Males, female titles like Mother and grandma. Like as the females males titles. Father and grandpa.